03 02 07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS WIDAYAH & FARHAN [my maid] !!

woke up ard 6plus .
rush everything thn reached sch by 7am .
woahs . luckily my uniform nvr crumped .
thn changed & everything .
done ard 7plus 8 thn board the bus from school to evergreen .
only one way transport ):
thn go home must ownself go home . sadded . LOL .
thn the bus passed by SSS .
so sadd . hahaha .
dominic & my sec3s committee knws whads happening & they looked at me -.-
hahah.
yeaps i am sadd but i will stay strong ppl (:
reached thr ard 8 plus .
thn wentto holding room .
wait until 10plus thn our turn loh .
wth luh . wait so long thn still ask us so early come for whad sia ? -.-
thn prayed tgt with mommy bfore leaving .
thn was UI . thn proceeded to round A .
woahs . round A was laggi jialat .
no banging , no dressing , command not clear .
everything went wrong .
i cried the minute mathew gave the second command bcos i felt so helpless . i feel i am the cause of everything . LOL .
thn cry & cry silently in the squad .
thn up to hall . waited till 2plus for finalist result -.-
so long cannn !? thn stomach was fugging hungry luh .
thn was still crying . farhan & khairul & xuanle & jiazheng were trying to make me laugh .
hahaha. i felt so loved luh .
saw huimin thr (:
hahah . LOL .
thn started laughing .
thn ms Widayah came up , she ask me why am i so tensed up , thn i cry again .
hahahah . thn she scold farhan & claimed tht its farhan's fault .
hahahah . my poor innocent maid . hahahah . LOL .
thn releasing of result .
though our drills were rather bad but still thrs still hope in our heart tht we believe we'll pull thru .
& thank GOD , by faith , we got into the top 8 finalist (:
we got into the same as last yr , 1st runner up in NORTH DISTRICT .
thn so many ppl hugged me . hahaha . felt so loved xDD
esp the ma'ams ;DD
& cried again ;DD
thn immediately we went for round B bcos we are the 1st group wor .
thn stomach so hungry luh .
mathew commanded . so fast luh .
hahahah . thn felt so encouraged .
bcos the faster you are , the more points you will get xDD
thn went to eat . only gave 7 mins for eating .
canadian pizza`
thn waited for other schools to finish thn release result .
went dwn to their courtyard & march out .
wahahahah . so happy luh .!
guess whad we've got !?
we've got 3rd in NATIONAL alrights !?
though evergreen got champion for NORTH DISTRICT , they didnt win us in NATIONAL.
im so happy luh !.
i still couldn't accept the fact tht we could win Evergreen Sec & Raffles Institution .
cann you imagine ?! not boasting bout how pro our unit is , but how strong our teamwork is .
we really coordinates well .
im so proud of you my cadets (:
im so proud of mathew too .
a guy who could stand firm & confident in front of so many ppl.
if i were him , i dont promise to be tht confident at all .
thn took photos & stuffs , finish ard 5 plus .
took 911 to centre point thn change to 161 to compass point .
reached thr ard 6plus or smth ? forget liaos .
thn had KFC .
hahahah .
had really so much fun luh.
farhan kept making me laugh luh .
he kept insulting jiazheng luh . so bad loh .
thn went home ard 8plus 9 ? lol .
& here i am to blog (:

& tml im going to church .
to worshipp unto the lord (:

im so proud of you guys all .
i couldnt imagine so many things today .
i couldnt accept tht we've won & defeated RI & Evergreen sec .
i couldnt imagine how emo i was .
never in my life have i ever been so excited & nervous & emo over competitions .
this time FOOTDRILL 2007 is the 1st time . even last yr's footdrill competition , i didnt care much . but this yr is exception . i got so nervous & scared .
it seemed so important to me this yr .
i cared so much bout whad the sch will say bout us if we failed to get our goals done .
it seemed to me tht things cant be predicted .
if we're fated to win or lose , no matter how much tears i've shed , the fate wont change .
but thank GOD , by faith (:
& i really see thru the love tht i couldnt find else whr except frm my own squad mates .
the love & care & comfort from them .
they understand how hurt i am .
they could hugg me like nvr bfore .
they could hugg me like no gender difference .
the words of comforting has become the words of encouragements .
you nvr knw how beautiful they are sometimes until you go through the thick & thins tgt with them .
i really thank them so much for the words & comforting part .
i love you guys & yours huggs .
we'll strive all thru & i promise to help dominic hand in hand to get EXCELLENCE UNIT AWARD GOLD for 2007 for our REDCROSS sec3 committee for COMPASSVALE SECONDARY (:

loves (:

the happiest day i ever had (:

& thankew ppl who stood by me i mean my frnds who are not in redcross .
thankew jaslyn & co.
i receive your msgs . im so touched by you ppl .
iloveyou alll ((: